I fed your fishes today... all four of them.
I didn't know it was possible, but they are getting really fat.
I've never seen a fat fish before.

I will look in the mirror and visualize myself with scales, fins and gills.

Damn Pointless...

Conversations With You (30 of many)

Me: Let's stay together
You: You are not good enough for me
Me: But you are good enough for the both of us

Conversations With You (29 of many)

Me: What if I become happy one day?
You: You'd be really boring
Me: That's so sad

If we could really synchronize our dreams It'd be so much cheaper.
Maybe we should practice really hard.
There must be a way to do this...

The beer is free in our dreams.

I'd look forward to going to sleep every night.

Conversations With You (28 of many)

Me: Sayang, sayang... sayang sayang sayang
You: Sayang sayang sayang?
Me: Sayang...

It is so sad.
There are no words.

I am drawn to it.
I shed no tears.

I want to sleep in your arms

I want you to know that you will never know what it is that I want you to know.

Kerana kita dipisahkan hutan yang tebal

Kerana kita dipisahkan langit yang luas

langit 1


langit 2


langit 3

Ikan Paus Yang Terdampar Di Pantai Pantai Timur.

The waves crash into me and I land aground... beached.
At that very moment, the tide hits its apex and begins to recede.
I stay ashore, the sun dries my skin, the sea water evaporates leaving behind a thin coat of salt on my body.

A week later, I'm in a heat sealed package.

'Ikan Paus Masin'

I guess I'm sad because I don't have an emotional outlet anymore. I long to purge but it stays in me. It accumulates.

One day I will vomit all my feelings. Hopefully I will be near a sink.

Or if you are near enough, I'll vomit all over you.

I am not sorry.

the best part is, you'd never know...

Conversations With You (27 of many)

Me: I think I have some serious shit issues
You: What is it?
Me: You

I want to be an exclamation mark

I like it when there's nothing left to like anymore.

I want to hop on a train somewhere really far away.
Can Bangkok be considered to be really far away?

Well, it's the furtherest I can go on a train from this country.

I am really sad, please don't ask me why.
I apologize for pulling you into my emotional vortex.

Dear Alice,
How are you? It's been a while since we've met. I am doing fine, I hope you are too. How is life treating you? Now that the days are shorter due to the Chilean earthquakes, I hope it does not upset your sleeping patterns like it does mine.
I say... let's do tea.
Regards,
chi too

No one wants to be born.

But I'm glad you were.