I will wait for you like I always do

Sometimes it feels like we've broken up already

It's OK!

di sini

Bored... I went through my blogroll on my browser bookmark tab...

It's been a while since I read blogs... it occurred to me that nobody update their blogs anymore...

only me... if you can consider this a blog

apologies

I broke my promise

Social Verbal Discourse With You (1 of many)

Me: I think I need to lose weight, of late, everyone has been telling me that I've put on a lot of weight.
You: No, don't... you are perfect the way you are. If you lose weight you won't be chi too.
Me: So, what you are saying is that I should remain unattractive and overweight, thus depleting my chances of attracting members of the opposite sex, just so that you can maintain a perfect romantised ideal of who I am. And not to mention, the potential dangers of cardiovascular diseases. You want me to deal with all these nonsense just because you want me to remain the way you perceive me as being perfect... not to mention your secret fixation with chubby men despite yourself being a highly attractive and intelligent individual (though this would mean nothing since all I am attracted to is your potential to make vast amounts of money from your profession in the future)*.
You: Oh... sorry... lose some weight then... But not too much, not too a point where chi too becomes unrecognizable.
Me: It's a shame you're Muslim, I so want to eat Hokkien Mee with extra pork lard with you right now.

*Yes, it's true, in real life, I can actually speak within a parenthesis. Sometimes I can even speak in capital letters too.

A Brief Examination Of The Law Of Thermodynamics

It's getting a little bit too cold.

I turn the fan off.

It's not as cold as before now.

my train of thoughts derailed.

31 people died and 172 were injured, of which 12 are in critical condition.

Emotional Breakdance

I was told that I really shouldn't have anymore emotional breakdowns... nor breakups...
Instead, I should be having emotional breakdances.
It sounds like an awesome idea.

Then I thought about it really hard only to realize that it's a terrible thing.
Break dancing is bad enough... one that is emotional...

god...

Bangkok sounds like a great idea.
But since I'm not sure if I'm over the trauma of all that is Suvarnabhumi airport, I think I'll take a train to Hualamphong and meet you there.

2 more days to the end of this dreadful year
I think I should drown myself in endless beers

one day, i'll be so handsome you'd find me absolutely irresistable

kaze wo atsumete

Conversations with you (25 of many)

Me: Merry Chirstmas!
You: Merry Christmas to you too! Where is my Christmas hug?
Me: Oh... I left that at home.

A Prelude To Slitting My Wrist

if you hide all the knives, I won't be able to split my pills which I'll need to stay alive.

either way, I'll still win

Like A Whale...

I have an excellent sense of direction... just like a whale.

With their senses in sync with the earth's magnetic field, whale's are known to migrate tens of thousands of miles in search of warmer waters, food, and mating partners.

But when their sense of direction ever fail them...

When they do get lost...

Whales commit suicide.

Almost A Conversation With You

I just wanted to say 'hi'

But somehow, I overdid it

I said 'hi hi'

I want you to know that there is nothing left to know anymore.

Except maybe the way I feel about how there is noting left to know anymore.

I can do this shit!

I just don't know how.

Sometimes...

... I get the 90s completely mixed up.

'Hammertime! Stop, collaborate, and listen'