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Obsesi Ereksi

Singa Pura-Pura


Ta-ta Jakarta

Conversations With You (12 of many)

Me: I love you
You: I love you too
Me: Please don't add to my emotional burden

I'm So Fucking Hopeless

I'm so fucking hopeless...

In my dreams, the mass rail transit goes everywhere I want it to go... I can board the train at Masjid Jamek, and disembark at Kelana Jaya, Kuala Terengganu, Butterworth, On Nut, Dhobi Ghaut, Terminal Blok M, Shibuya, Trafalgar Square, Smithsonian, Lexington, and every single place imaginable...

Sigh... I want my life to be more like my dreams...

'Next stop... Kelana Jaya. Keep your belongings and step carefully'

I'm so in love with the voice behind the Transjakarta Busway announcements.

'Alice... I'm scared'

'Would you hold my hand and accompany me as I descend into oblivion'

its 2:22 am...

I really should go to sleep now...

Whatever... I don't care anymore...

I put the 'sweet' in sweet sixteen...

I'm 28

I Want To Ride It All The Time

Berkawan Dengan Werner Herzog

Saya idamkan satu pelat, suatu pelat german atau perancis. Begitu, saya boleh menceritakan filem saya sebagaimana Werner Herzog menceritakan filemnya.

Saya gemarkan Werner Herzog, Werner Herzog adalah seorang yang pintar sekali.Beliau mampu menceritakan kisah-kisah orang yang tinggal dalam pinggir kegilaan dengan senang sekali

Kadang-kadang saya rasa seperti Werner Herzog sedang menceritakan kisah hidup saya.

In a world of perpetual change (which scares me)... it's so nice to know that you are a constant (which brings me relief).

Everybody Needs Some Sugar (2 of many)

Just When I Thought I Knew You
Chloe Tan
Crayon on recycled paper
8"x12"

perhaps the only way i can begin to deal with this is if i start doing drugs...

post script : right after posting this i went to fmylife.com and this was the latest post 'Today, my very conservative aunt was giving me money. She thought it would be funny to secretly stick it in my pocket like a drug deal. She ended up pulling out my pot. FML'. Like always, the universe constantly play sick games with my soul

Conversations with you (11 of many)

(After saying something really intelligent)

You : Wah, you're so smart
Me : Can't help it, peer pressure when I'm with you.
You : Don't be silly
Me : Can't help it, peer pressure when I'm with you.

Forgetfullness

Forgotten, trying to forget, forgetting.

I want to watch animals in the zoo with you

Maybe I Am Some Kind Of A Monster

Have I lost my abilities to display compassion?
Why do I yawn at the deaths of those trapped under Jaya Supermarket... or those 200 people that are probably dead in the Pacific?

*yawn*