sudah sekian lama catatan di sini diabaikan.
diselubungi rintihan yang tidak berkata walaupun diri ditenggelami kesayuan yang seakan-akan meinginginkan satu suara yang mampu melaung sehingga ke pinggir angkasa.
aku mahu berenang dengan mu di laut air pahit.

To Whom It May Concern,

Fuck You

Regards,
chi too

ps: I wish you success and happiness

People say the way to a man's heart is through his stomach...

I'd like to show you the way to my stomach.

Conversations with you (22 of many)

Me: Let's get some cake
You: It's your birthday, we must get really good cake
Me: When cake is with you, the cake becomes irrelevant

Aduh

Aku dihantui satu pilihan yang amat senang dan amat sukar untuk dihadapi.
Mungkinkah aku tidak jujur dengan diri sendiri (dan/atau kamu) akan niat sebenar saya.
Kemungkinan besar aku langsung tidak pasti akan niat sebenar saya.

I Am No More On Farmville

It is better to delete my farmville than for me to slit my wrist.

I guess deleting farmville is like a metaphor for suicide.

And the latter is something that I have no capacity for.

I was told to not think too much.
It really got me thinking... maybe I shouldn't think too much.

Princess Versus Rockstar

(click image for a better view)

(Too emo for a blogpost)

Can I Deal With This Again?

Sometimes I think I never learn from mistakes. Do I really want to go through this all over again?

An Epic Battle

In the epic battle between the chicken and the dragon, the chicken emerged victorious.

FUCK YEAH!

Planting Pumpkins

Today I planted pumpkins...
Hopefully in a few days time, we'll be having pumpkin soup by the coast of Sepang.

Conversations With You (21 of many)

You: Are you leaving me?
Me: If our relationship is a chronological continuum between us meeting and me/you leaving you/me; and if our relationship is defined by our current relative position between these two extremes. Then yes, I am leaving you.

Bila Di Kuching

Sudah sebelas tahun kita dipisahkan.
Sudah sebelas tahun mu terpadam dari ingatanku.
Namun hari ini bila saya berjalan di tebing Sungai Sarawak.
Tanda tanya di awangan...

'Bagaimana kalau kita bertemu di sini?'

Conversations with you (20 of many)

Me: Go straight and then turn
You: Where should I turn?
Me: Left... right... they are just positions.

Conversations with you (19 of many)

Me: Do you need anything from the supermarket?
You: I want cheese
Me: Isn't one more than enough?

Conversations with you (18 of many)

Me: You're so smart.
You: Thanks.
Me: If you weren't fasting, I'd totally make out with you now.

Longing #2

Adventures of Really English Man (REM) Trying Really Hard To Be Black (3 of many)

REM: You maternal copulator!