Apologies to XKCD

I love pi... in a world of variables, a constant is so reassuring.

Would you like some 3.1428?

The line that separates the real world and my facebook world is blurring...

This morning I woke up and walked out to my garden with a hoe... only to realize that I only have a farm in facebook.

I want to engage in the 2nd principle of thermodynamics with you.

Conversations with someone else (5 of many)

Me: I would really like to live by the water
You : Me too. I'm an Aquarius, I'm meant to live by the water
Me : I'm a Scorpio. Maybe I'm meant to live under a rock

Longing is a motherfucker

I can say with much certainty that almost all of my entire life was about trying my very best to do the right thing.
Don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up don't fuck up

Don't ever fuck up, someone might get hurt.

Little did I realize that doing the right thing would always mean that things will never turn out right for me.

Little did I realize that doing the right thing would result in me constantly getting hurt.

As of now...

I don't know what's the right thing to do.


ps: I'm sorry, I don't mean to hurt you... but for once I'd like to not hurt myself.

I need to let go...

Here's a really awesome postcard I'm about to send to someone...



It's so awesome I'm finding it hard to let go
The note is written, the card is signed, a stamp is affixed...

I must go to the post office

ps: It's Yoshitomo Nara's Night Cat

Someday

Someday, I'd like to date a theoretical physicist,
Every night she'll whisper gently into my ear..
'The universe is expanding'

In return I'll whisper back...
'And we're in it'

Conversations with you (14 of many)

Me: Do you really want to know?
You: I can handle the truth
Me: I can't handle the truth

Suvarnabhumi

Today is my 6th time in Suvarnabhumi airport in the last 30 days...
I pretty much know this airport by heart now... I feel like I live here. I know where to get a meal, where to steal wifi signals, where to...

The post office is right at the end...at row W

If I'm hungry I can go down to level 3 for food... in one of the restaurants, the wifi password is '55555'
If I'm hungry, and poor... I can go down to the level 1`foodcourt
If I'm hungry, poor, and too lazy to go all the way to level 1... there is always the family mart in row W where I can get a cup jok for 17 bath.

But there was a time when I missed someone... and I stayed in row D to write her a letter. Then I walked to row W to post it... by then it was 4 AM in the morning, so I was really hungry and I went to the family mart after that.

As I eat my cup jok, I begin to realize that there is nowhere to go when one's heart is broken.


Today, I will have to come home... hopefully, It'd be months when I come back to Suvarnabhumi. Hopefully by then, this will just mean nothing more than an airport to me.

Everyday, the Bangkok Airways flight from BKK arrives at one twenty in the afternoon.

I anticipate with much anxiety and excitement the contents that this small turbofan aircraft spill into Luang Phabang.

Alas, maybe you are on the Lao Airlines flight that arrives in the night.

Tak Usah Nak Kata Apa-Apa

have i told you i've seen a giraffe take a dump once?

As I wallow in my own sadness, may I be allowed to bask in your happiness...

Things To Do On A Day Like Today

Slitting my wrist with a wooden spatula

Conversations with someone else (4 of many)

Me: I'm more of an ass person
You: figures...
Me: thanks for laughing at my tragedy

ps: this is post number 500
pps: thanks ya'll... i had a really good day

Alice... my heart is broken...

Conversations With You (13 of many)

me: where are you?

I must stop behaving as if my universe revolves around you. For I am nothing but one of Jupiter's lesser moons. I must secede its gravitational pull and hurl myself into oblivion.