Sunday, June 28, 2009

Hati resah menantikan yang bakal berlaku

barangkaliku menghiris lenganku nanti

Obsesi Ereksi

Singa Pura-Pura

Ta-ta Jakarta

Friday, June 26, 2009

Conversations With You (12 of many)

Me: I love you
You: I love you too
Me: Please don't add to my emotional burden

Thursday, June 25, 2009

I'm So Fucking Hopeless

I'm so fucking hopeless...

In my dreams, the mass rail transit goes everywhere I want it to go... I can board the train at Masjid Jamek, and disembark at Kelana Jaya, Kuala Terengganu, Butterworth, On Nut, Dhobi Ghaut, Terminal Blok M, Shibuya, Trafalgar Square, Smithsonian, Lexington, and every single place imaginable...

Sigh... I want my life to be more like my dreams...

'Next stop... Kelana Jaya. Keep your belongings and step carefully'

I'm so in love with the voice behind the Transjakarta Busway announcements.

Friday, June 19, 2009

'Alice... I'm scared'

'Would you hold my hand and accompany me as I descend into oblivion'
its 2:22 am...

I really should go to sleep now...

Whatever... I don't care anymore...

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

I put the 'sweet' in sweet sixteen...

I'm 28

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Berkawan Dengan Werner Herzog

Saya idamkan satu pelat, suatu pelat german atau perancis. Begitu, saya boleh menceritakan filem saya sebagaimana Werner Herzog menceritakan filemnya.

Saya gemarkan Werner Herzog, Werner Herzog adalah seorang yang pintar sekali.Beliau mampu menceritakan kisah-kisah orang yang tinggal dalam pinggir kegilaan dengan senang sekali

Kadang-kadang saya rasa seperti Werner Herzog sedang menceritakan kisah hidup saya.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

In a world of perpetual change (which scares me)... it's so nice to know that you are a constant (which brings me relief).

Monday, June 08, 2009

Everybody Needs Some Sugar (2 of many)

Just When I Thought I Knew You
Chloe Tan
Crayon on recycled paper

Friday, June 05, 2009

perhaps the only way i can begin to deal with this is if i start doing drugs...

post script : right after posting this i went to and this was the latest post 'Today, my very conservative aunt was giving me money. She thought it would be funny to secretly stick it in my pocket like a drug deal. She ended up pulling out my pot. FML'. Like always, the universe constantly play sick games with my soul

Conversations with you (11 of many)

(After saying something really intelligent)

You : Wah, you're so smart
Me : Can't help it, peer pressure when I'm with you.
You : Don't be silly
Me : Can't help it, peer pressure when I'm with you.


Forgotten, trying to forget, forgetting.

Thursday, June 04, 2009

I want to watch animals in the zoo with you

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Maybe I Am Some Kind Of A Monster

Have I lost my abilities to display compassion?
Why do I yawn at the deaths of those trapped under Jaya Supermarket... or those 200 people that are probably dead in the Pacific?