Thursday, December 02, 2010

I wonder if you know how much is it that I care for you...

Well, It's more than you would care to know

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Question #23

It's been too long since I've consulted my magic eight ball.

So I thought I'd ask about you.


Wednesday, November 24, 2010

With this unnecessary blogpost. I am only 3 blogpost away from blogpost number 777.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Tuesday, November 09, 2010

Longing #X

an orange dot sticker

Saturday, November 06, 2010

I sometimes imagine that we are on a train

For The Lonely (2 of many)

Wednesday, November 03, 2010

Tuesday, November 02, 2010

I want to be a government worker with you

chi too 2009
C-type print

Happiness is realizing that you have completely weaned yourself off from playing facebook games.

I have no desire to do so again

Monday, November 01, 2010

I reckon this would look pretty good as a really huge print

Thursday, October 28, 2010

A Rare Occurrence Of Me Expressing How I Really Feel About My Own State Of Affairs

Seriously, if it doesn't sell... I don't think I can do this anymore

I cannot afford this.

Monday, October 25, 2010

As I Was Taking Out The Trash

Contrail intersecting 5 electrical wires

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Please remind me to forget about this

Friday, October 22, 2010

There Are No Greens

There will be some tonight.

Or at least I hope for there to be

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

I wish I have perfect vision in one eye so I can wear a monocle

Sunday, October 17, 2010

A Precursor To Longing

To jump into it with you

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

I long to ride on a really long train ride with you
KL to Penang to Bangkok to Cambodia to Saigon to Hanoi to Beijing to Ulan Batar to Moscow

Monday, October 11, 2010

In Between 2 Longings

About 'Longing #7'

A hairline crack breaks open across the length of your existence and the breadth of my sanity.

My art... it breaks

Wednesday, October 06, 2010

Friday, October 01, 2010

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Overcome by the ocean... helplessness
Waves, depths, and possibly giant jellyfishes
If only there is something I can do

Friday, September 24, 2010

I have a hand crank drill... I can drill holes

Sunday, September 19, 2010

I want to punch your face like how you punched a hole in my logic
Where were you on a day like 17th September 2010?
I want to crash my train of thoughts with you in it...

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Curling in a fetal position in hope of being reborn

Thursday, September 09, 2010

28 x 28 = 784

Monday, September 06, 2010

Longing #6 (Prototype)

Crystals on Plaster Of Paris
10" x 10"

(final = 32" x 32")

Saturday, September 04, 2010

I was told that there are a lot of fish in the sea...

The problem is that I'm more of a freshwater type person

Friday, September 03, 2010

Keluasan laut amat membingungkan

Walaupun dengan kapal terbang, mengambil lebih dari 7 jam.

Wednesday, September 01, 2010

Collective generational shame

Saturday, August 28, 2010

When I was a kid, frogger was one of my favourite computer games.

The problem is, I was never really good at computer games.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

The Continuing Adventures of 'Why Does She Laugh At My Tragedy'

The phase of the moon is in its entirety
And on its face I see yours

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Berita yang dinanti-nantikan. Semoga kamu berjaya

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Ulang-alik antara marah dan sayang

Tuesday, August 17, 2010


Sunday, August 15, 2010

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Distance can be such a bitch...

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Saddened by the news I received today...

But I'm going to see Doraemon. He'll think of something.

Saturday, August 07, 2010

Being In Tokyo

Because I can't speak Japanese I tend to not talk much. And since I don't talk that much, I tend to think a lot more.

As a result, I long to talk about the things I think about.
Yasukuni shrine
fire in the earth and sky
fish out of water

Thursday, August 05, 2010

Tuesday, August 03, 2010

Monday, August 02, 2010

Shibuya junction
low angle camera pan
digital toaster

Saturday, July 31, 2010

stare at a fountain
hamburger in a posh bag
I've been asked why am I not blogging about Japan.

short answer: this is not a travelogue.

long answer: i don't have time for long answers.

but here's a haiku anyway

too drunk for blogging
two biiru and one sake
minami senju

Monday, July 26, 2010

Does this hurt?

What about this?

Sunday, July 25, 2010

I was told that things might change or they might not...

Well... at least for me, they always change...


I did not say goodbye not because I am rude...
But it's because I didn't know how to.
Or didn't want to.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

My Mother Went To The Sea

To spread my father's ashes into the ocean

Friday, July 23, 2010

2 Clouds

My nieces are damn avant' garde.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Tomorrow's Cunning Plan

Cable Cars + River + Temple + Picnic + Kitsch + Listening to chinese oldies

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

I'm really tired with this...
Why do private citizens have to meddle so much with the affairs of the state?
And why does the state have to meddle so much with the affair of private citizens?

I really feel like migrating now

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Everything is moving so fast.

I fear that I can't say goodbye

Saturday, July 17, 2010

It's about 10 more days...

It's been a while since I've been really excited about anything...
Especially about travelling...
And especially not one that involves Suvarnabhumi Interantional*

This time around, I'm really excited

I can't wait...

(I hope I do not add to that suppository of pain that is Suvarnabhumi International Airport)

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Yet Another Dream

Last night's dream was so boring... It bore me to wake.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Another Dream

The following is not chronological... It's just things that happened in the dream

1. I am in Singapore
2. I am in Hanoi
3. I am pushing a huge backpack and a cabin bag on a trolley around Hanoi seeking accommodation.
4. I suddenly realize that my bags are not with me anymore
5. I backtrack and find my bags in a corner completely ransacked but strangely nothing is missing
6. Throughout this I am traveling with someone but I can't remember who
7. I lose my video camera in Singapore

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Self Portrait #15

charcoal on paper

Sunday, July 11, 2010

As I was cycling to the National Art Gallery, I almost got hit by a taxi at the Pekeliling roundabout.
He was talking on the phone, and it seemed like he didn't bother to stop at all as he approached the roundabout.

I was glad I didn't got into an accident.

I was glad that I managed to catch the mixed media show.

I love Redza Piyadasa.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Friday, July 09, 2010

Thursday, July 08, 2010

A Dream

1. it was raining
2. i had an umbrella
3. and the wind was blowing really hard too
4. and it felt like it could lift me and the umbrella up
5. i decided to challenge that
6. so i jumped up a little to give the wind a bit of a boost to lift me up
7. i jumped a few times
8. the wind lifted me up, much to my horror
9. it lifted me up really high
10. i hung on to dear life
11. i flew across the river
12. it eventually put me down slowly and safely on the opposite river bank



We were contemplating between:
a) Robbing a bank
b) Getting drunk

I was glad that we chose the latter... The night was so much more exciting

Wednesday, July 07, 2010

This is post #700...

For some strange reason, today I decided to click on the 'Paradise Forest Weblog' link on the side...
this one here... ------->

I don't know why I'd do such a thing. Now I miss the lake.

When I set this blog up, it was to accommodate the blogposts that Greenpeace refused to put up on that blog due to political incorrectness...

May the forest be with you

Tuesday, July 06, 2010

I had two birds in my hands.
My left arm got chopped off
I have one bird in my hand
The other is stuck in the other hand
Which is now not my hand anymore

I have one bird in my hand

Monday, July 05, 2010

Why I Am Sad

chi too's Guide To Daily Living (part 3 of many)

Reading David Shrigley to sleep is a damn bad idea.

Such strange incomprehensible dreams...

Sunday, July 04, 2010

The exhilaration of a day in passing with nothing much happening at all.
Nought I saw.
Nought important nor interesting enough for the record of my scrawl.
This fatigue...
I curl up in a ball.

Saturday, July 03, 2010

I want to eat yogurt ice cream with you

Friday, July 02, 2010

A Year Ago #4

I was preparing myself for heartbreak
Magic eight ball says 'IT IS DECIDEDLY SO'
My magic 8 ball says 'CANNOT PREDICT NOW'

Little does it realize that I am not seeking a prediction, I needed an answer to what's already happening now.

Thursday, July 01, 2010

if we pitch Doraemon and Maneki Neko to a fight to the death...

Who will emerge victorious?
The magical or the lucky one?

Pastilles Et Gommes

Would you like some?

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Not Enough Green

3 Heinekens...

I'm such a cheap drunk.

+ lamenting about the state of the television and film industry and why we should stop working for it.

Monday, June 28, 2010

I like sleep
It takes away the pain of quiet nights

Tonight is especially quiet

I think I'll go to sleep now.

Please Keep Clean #2

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Sometimes it is good to have a wall between us

Conversations With You (34 of many)

There are no more conversations with you

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Sunday, June 20, 2010

sob sob sob

i took a piece of wall home

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Friday, June 18, 2010

the tragedy offsets the happiness
(nothing important to say)
I don't know why I'm so happy.

It's almost 2 AM and my energy is still on top of me. I really should sleep now

Thursday, June 17, 2010

I Die Now!

It's important to be happy...

The happiness help offset the sadness

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Things I Did Today (pseudo twitter post)

- swim in the pool
- sleep at the park
- work at home
- buy flight tickets to Tokyo

Monday, June 14, 2010

Post #666

I want cake

Rm30 & RM 10 berdesup-desup sms

Jutarm bukan fantasi atau program angan-angan!


Tak perlu tunggu hujung bulan atau pertengahan bulan.







Saturday, June 12, 2010

Friday, June 11, 2010

A Reply

Lake Murray, 2006

I'm Scared #5

I hope it was just a mere coincidence.

I cannot afford to have my clairvoyance return to me now

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Nobody But Ill by The Wonderboys

My parents should be so disappointed with me

Wednesday, June 09, 2010

A Year Ago #3

A year ago today, I was on a train to Singapore.

A year later, I can say 'A year ago today, I was on a bus back from Kelantan'

Sunday, June 06, 2010

I die now

Friday, June 04, 2010

I'm Scared #4

Me, at my most handsome