Do you find me repulsive...
Does the sight of me make you want to vomit blood and then lick them all up again just so that the disgust of it would make you vomit again.

ps: where are you when i need you most? why do you have to run away to such a goddamned far away country? why did i not entertain the thought of running away with you? why do i only entertain the thought now, now that its too fucking late? why am i always too fucking late for everything?