I wonder if you know how much is it that I care for you...

Well, It's more than you would care to know

Question #23

It's been too long since I've consulted my magic eight ball.

So I thought I'd ask about you.

'YOU MAY RELY ON IT'

With this unnecessary blogpost. I am only 3 blogpost away from blogpost number 777.

For The Lonely (3 of many)

Longing #X

an orange dot sticker

I sometimes imagine that we are on a train

For The Lonely (2 of many)

For The Lonely (1 of many)

I want to be a government worker with you

collage#3
chi too 2009
C-type print
20"x24"

Happiness is realizing that you have completely weaned yourself off from playing facebook games.

I have no desire to do so again

I reckon this would look pretty good as a really huge print

Finding The Meaning Of Life

A Rare Occurrence Of Me Expressing How I Really Feel About My Own State Of Affairs

Seriously, if it doesn't sell... I don't think I can do this anymore

I cannot afford this.

As I Was Taking Out The Trash

Contrail intersecting 5 electrical wires

Please remind me to forget about this

There Are No Greens

There will be some tonight.

Or at least I hope for there to be

I wish I have perfect vision in one eye so I can wear a monocle

A Precursor To Longing

To jump into it with you

I long to ride on a really long train ride with you
KL to Penang to Bangkok to Cambodia to Saigon to Hanoi to Beijing to Ulan Batar to Moscow

In Between 2 Longings

About 'Longing #7'

A hairline crack breaks open across the length of your existence and the breadth of my sanity.

My art... it breaks

Too Much Tragedy

More Adventures Of 'Why Does She Laugh At My Tragedy'

Taking A Break From Posting About The 'Longing' Series

Obscure Details About 'Longing #4'

203225.4 mm2

Obscure Details About 'Longing #5'

28 minutes 28 seconds

Obscure Details About 'Longing #7'

Success rate = 88.52%

Overcome by the ocean... helplessness
Waves, depths, and possibly giant jellyfishes
If only there is something I can do

I have a hand crank drill... I can drill holes

I want to punch your face like how you punched a hole in my logic

Where were you on a day like 17th September 2010?

I want to crash my train of thoughts with you in it...

Curling in a fetal position in hope of being reborn

28 x 28 = 784

Longing #6 (Prototype)

Crystals on Plaster Of Paris
10" x 10"

(final = 32" x 32")

I was told that there are a lot of fish in the sea...

The problem is that I'm more of a freshwater type person

Keluasan laut amat membingungkan

Walaupun dengan kapal terbang, mengambil lebih dari 7 jam.

Collective generational shame

When I was a kid, frogger was one of my favourite computer games.

The problem is, I was never really good at computer games.

The Continuing Adventures of 'Why Does She Laugh At My Tragedy'

The phase of the moon is in its entirety
And on its face I see yours

Berita yang dinanti-nantikan. Semoga kamu berjaya

Ulang-alik antara marah dan sayang

Goodnight

You And Me Put The 'You' And 'Me' In 'You And Me' (part 3 of many) a.k.a. Distance Is Such A Bitch

In Tokyo

I had a...



... of a time

Row W

Distance can be such a bitch...

Saddened by the news I received today...

But I'm going to see Doraemon. He'll think of something.

Being In Tokyo

Because I can't speak Japanese I tend to not talk much. And since I don't talk that much, I tend to think a lot more.

As a result, I long to talk about the things I think about.

Yasukuni shrine
fire in the earth and sky
fish out of water

Haiku Yang Ditujukan Khas Kepada Teman-teman Yang Pandai Berbahasa Melayu

menikmati bir
kepanasan membara
seluar senteng

Not A Haiku

Shibuya junction
low angle camera pan
digital toaster

stare at a fountain
hamburger in a posh bag
itadakimas

I've been asked why am I not blogging about Japan.

short answer: this is not a travelogue.

long answer: i don't have time for long answers.

but here's a haiku anyway

too drunk for blogging
two biiru and one sake
minami senju

Does this hurt?

What about this?

I was told that things might change or they might not...

Well... at least for me, they always change...

Apologies

I did not say goodbye not because I am rude...
But it's because I didn't know how to.
Or didn't want to.

My Mother Went To The Sea

To spread my father's ashes into the ocean

2 Clouds

My nieces are damn avant' garde.

Tomorrow's Cunning Plan

Cable Cars + River + Temple + Picnic + Kitsch + Listening to chinese oldies

I'm really tired with this...
Why do private citizens have to meddle so much with the affairs of the state?
And why does the state have to meddle so much with the affair of private citizens?

I really feel like migrating now

Everything is moving so fast.

I fear that I can't say goodbye

It's about 10 more days...

It's been a while since I've been really excited about anything...
Especially about travelling...
And especially not one that involves Suvarnabhumi Interantional*

This time around, I'm really excited

I can't wait...

(I hope I do not add to that suppository of pain that is Suvarnabhumi International Airport)

Yet Another Dream

Last night's dream was so boring... It bore me to wake.

Another Dream

The following is not chronological... It's just things that happened in the dream

1. I am in Singapore
2. I am in Hanoi
3. I am pushing a huge backpack and a cabin bag on a trolley around Hanoi seeking accommodation.
4. I suddenly realize that my bags are not with me anymore
5. I backtrack and find my bags in a corner completely ransacked but strangely nothing is missing
6. Throughout this I am traveling with someone but I can't remember who
7. I lose my video camera in Singapore

Self Portrait #15

charcoal on paper
8"x12"

As I was cycling to the National Art Gallery, I almost got hit by a taxi at the Pekeliling roundabout.
He was talking on the phone, and it seemed like he didn't bother to stop at all as he approached the roundabout.

I was glad I didn't got into an accident.

I was glad that I managed to catch the mixed media show.

I love Redza Piyadasa.

Tiada Maaf Untukmu #1

A Year Ago #5

A Dream

1. it was raining
2. i had an umbrella
3. and the wind was blowing really hard too
4. and it felt like it could lift me and the umbrella up
5. i decided to challenge that
6. so i jumped up a little to give the wind a bit of a boost to lift me up
7. i jumped a few times
8. the wind lifted me up, much to my horror
9. it lifted me up really high
10. i hung on to dear life
11. i flew across the river
12. it eventually put me down slowly and safely on the opposite river bank

end

Boredom

We were contemplating between:
a) Robbing a bank
b) Getting drunk

I was glad that we chose the latter... The night was so much more exciting

This is post #700...

For some strange reason, today I decided to click on the 'Paradise Forest Weblog' link on the side...
this one here... ------->

I don't know why I'd do such a thing. Now I miss the lake.

When I set this blog up, it was to accommodate the blogposts that Greenpeace refused to put up on that blog due to political incorrectness...

May the forest be with you

I had two birds in my hands.
My left arm got chopped off
I have one bird in my hand
The other is stuck in the other hand
Which is now not my hand anymore

I have one bird in my hand

Why I Am Sad

chi too's Guide To Daily Living (part 3 of many)

Reading David Shrigley to sleep is a damn bad idea.

Such strange incomprehensible dreams...

The exhilaration of a day in passing with nothing much happening at all.
Nought I saw.
Nought important nor interesting enough for the record of my scrawl.
This fatigue...
I curl up in a ball.

I want to eat yogurt ice cream with you

A Year Ago #4

I was preparing myself for heartbreak

Magic eight ball says 'IT IS DECIDEDLY SO'

My magic 8 ball says 'CANNOT PREDICT NOW'

Little does it realize that I am not seeking a prediction, I needed an answer to what's already happening now.

if we pitch Doraemon and Maneki Neko to a fight to the death...

Who will emerge victorious?
The magical or the lucky one?

Pastilles Et Gommes

Would you like some?

Not Enough Green

3 Heinekens...

I'm such a cheap drunk.

+ lamenting about the state of the television and film industry and why we should stop working for it.

Longing #8: Maghrib Di Machang

Please Keep Clean #3

I like sleep
It takes away the pain of quiet nights

Tonight is especially quiet

I think I'll go to sleep now.

Please Keep Clean #2

Please Keep Clean #1

Saturday Morning #1

Kenapa Saya Keliru #3

Kenapa Saya Keliru #2

Kenapa Saya Keliru #1

Sometimes it is good to have a wall between us

Conversations With You (34 of many)

There are no more conversations with you

sob sob sob

i took a piece of wall home

Where are you?

^
< >
?

the tragedy offsets the happiness

(nothing important to say)

I don't know why I'm so happy.

It's almost 2 AM and my energy is still on top of me. I really should sleep now

I Die Now!

It's important to be happy...

The happiness help offset the sadness

Things I Did Today (pseudo twitter post)

- swim in the pool
- sleep at the park
- work at home
- buy flight tickets to Tokyo

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Conversations With You (33 of many)

You: ok... gtg
Me: ttyl
You: let's not

I Want This

A Reply

Lake Murray, 2006

I'm Scared #5

I hope it was just a mere coincidence.

I cannot afford to have my clairvoyance return to me now

Nobody But Ill by The Wonderboys

My parents should be so disappointed with me

A Year Ago #3

A year ago today, I was on a train to Singapore.

A year later, I can say 'A year ago today, I was on a bus back from Kelantan'

I die now

I'm Scared #4

Me, at my most handsome