Saturday, January 30, 2010

Once Upon A Time (about 2 years ago)

Sometime ago, perhaps about 2 years ago, I got angry at you for no reason at all. Well, there was a reason, but it cannot be said at all that it is of any fault of yours at all. I remember I was just really frustrated at all that was happening that day. The day just started bad, and it went from bad to worse, and it just progressively became worse. Slowly, the degradation of the day became exponential.

It was then that I received your text message and I just blew my top at you.

For no reason at all.

That of course must have made you really mad and it was then that I realized that it was really terrible of me.

I apologized.

That night, we went to the movies and watched a really funny film. I apologized again for what happened earlier in the day and the day ended well.

Little do I realize that in about 4 months time, It's going to go so badly, that nothing that day can be compared to it.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

a reprise

TUESDAY, MAY 26, 2009

It's not that I don't care about you anymore, I just want to sleep all day long.
I want to sleep all day long because I don't want to care about you anymore.

ps: hi alice... when are we gonna go drown our sorrows in beer?


kerana keindahan itu bukannya selalu begitu ketara

Tuesday, January 26, 2010



kerana keindahan itu kadang kadang ada di mana mana sahaja

Monday, January 25, 2010



kerana keindahan kadang kadang susah untuk diduga

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Omens are what we suddenly want to pay attention to

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

The smile on my face is a result of my obsession over a false sense of security

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

My magic eight ball says that I should forget about you

Monday, January 18, 2010

I will wait for you like I always do
Sometimes it feels like we've broken up already

Friday, January 08, 2010

Thursday, January 07, 2010

Bored... I went through my blogroll on my browser bookmark tab...

It's been a while since I read blogs... it occurred to me that nobody update their blogs anymore...

only me... if you can consider this a blog

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

apologies

I broke my promise

Sunday, January 03, 2010

Social Verbal Discourse With You (1 of many)

Me: I think I need to lose weight, of late, everyone has been telling me that I've put on a lot of weight.
You: No, don't... you are perfect the way you are. If you lose weight you won't be chi too.
Me: So, what you are saying is that I should remain unattractive and overweight, thus depleting my chances of attracting members of the opposite sex, just so that you can maintain a perfect romantised ideal of who I am. And not to mention, the potential dangers of cardiovascular diseases. You want me to deal with all these nonsense just because you want me to remain the way you perceive me as being perfect... not to mention your secret fixation with chubby men despite yourself being a highly attractive and intelligent individual (though this would mean nothing since all I am attracted to is your potential to make vast amounts of money from your profession in the future)*.
You: Oh... sorry... lose some weight then... But not too much, not too a point where chi too becomes unrecognizable.
Me: It's a shame you're Muslim, I so want to eat Hokkien Mee with extra pork lard with you right now.

*Yes, it's true, in real life, I can actually speak within a parenthesis. Sometimes I can even speak in capital letters too.

A Brief Examination Of The Law Of Thermodynamics

It's getting a little bit too cold.

I turn the fan off.

It's not as cold as before now.